title: I'll Hurt Myself
author: riverlad
fandom: saiyuki
pairing: 53
warnings: NC-17, Language & Implications
comments:  Sanzo commits an act of desperation.

I stood in front of the bathroom mirror with my hands braced on the cold porcelain of the sink.  Looking down at the drain, I let out a long, tired sigh.  Reaching for a rubber band on the counter, ( Read more... )